[Gods, but he is trying. He's had casual encounters before, though he could count them on one hand; they had served their purpose and he had certainly enjoyed his time with those he had shared it with, but he was long, long out of practice when it came to anything casual. This, of course, was something entirely different; Astarion seemed to believe he was doing Gale a favor, and perhaps he was, but the very fact that Astarion was a friend meant that even if there were no strings attached, even if it was only to be this once, it was anything but casual.
It mattered. They were not going to wake the next day and part ways. When it was over, they would still be friends, or so he hoped. How he handles this— it matters.
Of course, there's little time for him to articulate any of that, and even if he had, he's not certain Astarion would have cared to hear it— the pale elf is too busy dropping down to occupy his lap, and almost without realizing, Gale finds his own arm encircling Astarion's waist to hold him steady, fingers curling into the linen of his shirt just above his hip, his other hand coming to rest against his thigh, leather smooth and supple beneath his fingertips.
Gods above, what a question. He exhales, letting out a short peal of laughter at the same time, his smile pulling to one side as he meets the vampire's gaze.]
Are those things so different? Would that not be an adequate form of appreciation by your standards?
[What in the hells is he wearing that makes him smell so good up close? It's almost dizzying. Gale's expression shifts to something a touch more somber; for all Astarion's teasing, the wizard still wishes to treat this encounter with care, with gravity.]
I do— want to. As for ravishing, that sounds a bit rushed compared to what I have in mind.
[ Astarion plans to still be friends. Though he hasn't thought that deeply about it beyond the entire encounter being one he actually chose for himself, the aftermath is—...up in the air. Because in reality, Astarion also has not had casual dalliances with friends.
Actually having friends being the first criteria, which is something he couldn't say he had many of a year prior. He and his siblings were all forced on one another and, with the exception of Dalyria, Astarion can't say he's fond of any of them. Amused at times, but he doesn't trust them. Would gladly put himself before them all. And all his forays into the bedroom? They were a means to an end. He was a means to an end.
This is new in ways he hasn't considered simply because it's never been a possibility.
What Astarion is expects is to blow Gale's mind and then flaunt it in the days that follow, because watching Gale squirm is always fun. And to enjoy the fact that he can choose with who and when and where he goes to bed. ]
I didn't take you for an exhibitionist, but I'm ready to be surprised.
[ (Is he, though? Famous last words.)
Gale accepts him so readily, Astarion will give him credit for that. So Astarion lazily drapes his arms around the wizards shoulders, canting his head to the side as he regards the man with a look he's perfected—a light interest in the conversation, but a heavy interest in the way his partner's lips move when they speak. A light curl of his own lips, but with rapt attention in his eyes. His gaze flickers back from Gale's lips to capture those brown eyes in turn. ]
Oh? And what is it that you had in mind, my dear wizard?
[The look itself is so very Astarion that Gale wonders how many years it had taken him to get it just right, but the weight of the vampire's arms draped about his shoulders keeps him from sparing it too much thought. Instead, his gaze is drawn to the curve of his lips, the angle of his jaw, and all of a sudden he feels as though his heart might lodge itself in his throat. There is, briefly, the fear that the orb is not so stable as he'd been promised, that this is potentially far more dangerous than they know, but he can feel that things have changed. He can, at last, indulge in something as simple as human touch once again.
'My dear wizard.' Only said in passing, he's sure; he's well-acquainted with the way Astarion speaks, but it still stokes the embers of something within him, makes him feel seen.]
As with all things, I prefer to be most thorough.
[It's not the answer Astarion is looking for, he's sure, but what he has in mine can't be adequately articulated, only shown. He lifts his hand from Astarion's thigh to carefully catch the side of his face, thumb tracing downward along the sharp line of his jaw before he draws him in closer, tipping his own chin upwards to meet him with a kiss.
There is a barely-restrained hunger behind it, but it's neither greedy nor demanding— instead, it is slow and deliberate, the wizard's lips parting gently beneath Astarion's own in wordless invitation, the fingers curled into his shirt at his waist relaxing slightly. He cannot remember the last time he had done something so simple as kiss someone, especially here in the mortal realm; Astarion's lips are cool against his own, but that doesn't stop a sudden surge of heat from surging through his chest.]
[ It's such a painfully Gale response, Astarion almost laughs. No, it doesn't answer his question, and yet it tells him more than he needs to know before he even realizes it. Because the way Gale cups his face and finally kisses him isn't the rush of over-eager desperation that a man in forced celibacy might be subject to, nor is it the shy, exploratory kiss of a man who has read more about kissing than actually practiced it.
But it is slow and deliberate and Astarion is so very used to following the lead, no matter how much bravado he has in these scenarios. Because times like this have historically not been about his wants—they were about whatever would get his mark in his bed and, therefore, to his master.
So his response is almost automatic, parting his own lips and slipping his tongue out to meet Gale's. He cants his head to the side, sliding their mouths more fully against one another. The wizard is warm and not just because he's alive, but there's an inherent scent of magic about him that Astarion can't fully explain. His partners have had a variety of aptitudes for it, but none had been so powerful. It's almost electric, if such a thing could be subtle at the same time. Or maybe there's another reason the kiss makes him feel a little tingly...
Astarion doesn't waste a moment to pull himself closer, tightening the loop he has around Gale's neck, to run his hand down the other man's back. The old velvet of his top is soft and inviting in and of itself, something Astarion wouldn't mind feeling against his naked skin if that's what Gale prefers.
But his hand only hovers over that finely-woven belt before he starts to tug at it. ]
[A faint spark of weave energy comes to life between them, magic thrumming softly beneath Gale's own skin as he feels the orb begin to wake. He welcomes Astarion's tongue with his own, equal parts careful and curious, taking a shallow breath before sliding it past the other man's lips, seeking to taste him in earnest. The silk of Astarion's curls slides easily between his fingers, and he exhales softly against his mouth before chasing after another kiss with renewed vigor, finding himself more and more at ease with the weight of the vampire in his lap, keenly aware of the path his hands take down the length of his back.
The tugging at the belt over his tunic is to be expected, he supposes; what comes next has already been agreed upon, a forgone conclusion, but he lets go of Astarion's waist to lay his hand over the vampire's wrist, encouraging him to slow his progress. He breaks their kiss to speak without pulling back, the space between them near non-existent— something he finds he welcomes even more than he had expected, having gone so long without the press of another body against his own.]
Need we be in such a hurry?
[There's a teasing lilt at the end of that question, though he's gained a husky edge to his voice as Astarion's efforts have already coaxed his body into awakening. Those glasses of wine continue to make him brave; he eases his fingers out of Astarion's hair and lightly traces the curve of his neck, his touch carefully trailing downwards towards where his chest is exposed.]
If we're only going to do this once, we ought to take our time and enjoy it.
[Make certain it's worth whatever discomfort it may cause them in the coming days, for one. For another, Gale doesn't want his first time after more than a year of forced celibacy to be a frantic, chaotic tumble, something easily forgotten. They should ensure it's something worth remembering, for the both of them.]
[ Astarion is expecting some resistance in the form of a call to propriety, or maybe a sudden shyness overcoming the wizard. But Gale's words give him pause, despite Astarion's inclination to argue even when he has the other man right where he wants him.
His expression turns thoughtful for a moment. It is...a bit of instinct that drives him forward, isn't it? Or maybe less instinct and more practice. Repetition. Habit. The quicker he can bring them to his bed, the quicker they get undressed, typically the quicker the whole ordeal would be over and Astarion could then try to forget the whole thing in order to ready himself to do it all over again. He's had a revolving door of "lovers" and most he couldn't name.
But that isn't the point of this is it? He isn't that man anymore. He doesn't need to be.
This is for him, even if it's also for Gale. They aren't on his master's time. It's theirs.
Astarion moves away from his deeper thoughts to regain some of the mood, sliding easily into a confident smile as he moves his hand back up Gale's back instead. ]
I do enjoy unwrapping my gifts.
[ He huffs, deciding he rather likes the way the wizard's voice has taken on a darker, warmer tone. ]
But very well. I do know how to be patient...
[ That doesn't mean he plans on making it easy for Gale, though. Astarion leans back in, tilting is head to the side just a bit to expose more of his neck before taking Gale's lips slowly. He works them, little kiss by kiss, building the tension and intensity with each go. The arm around Gale's shoulder slips away so that he, too, can rub a thumb along the line of Gale's neck, to press down lightly and feel that tantalizing heartbeat.
He does still wonder what the wizard would taste like...
That same hand travels up along the other man's jawline, following the angles and stroking his beard inch by inch. ]
[The wizard lets out a chuckle that turns into a shuddering exhale against Astarion's lips between kisses, that thumb tracing the curve of his neck setting his nerves alight in its wake. He can already feel his blood beginning to run hot, chasing after Astarion's lips each time a kiss breaks, threading fingers through silken curls once more and lightly dragging his nails against his scalp as he cards through it. He smiles against the curve of Astarion's mouth, lightly toying with the edge of his ruffled collar.]
I'm certain it comes as no surprise to you, but you are very good at that.
[If Astarion wants flattery and praise, Gale is more than happy to give him some; he cups a hand against the side of the vampire's face, encouraging Astarion to delve deeper, the kiss itself languid and inviting. He lets his touch skim over the other man's exposed chest, moving lower to feel the deceptive heat of him beneath his shirt— he thinks that in this moment, if he hadn't already known Astarion's true nature, it would have been impossible to tell.
He can feel anticipation building already, the embers of arousal stoked quickly despite intoxication. It's almost enough to make him want to push further faster, but he can't help but be concerned about the practical drawbacks of having been without for so long. Better, then, to do what he does best in these situations.
He begins to ease back onto the pillows he'd been attempting to recline on earlier, drawing Astarion along with him. The vampire remaining in his lap is sure to make certain developments apparent at any given moment, but there's no room to be embarrassed about such things here. Gale hungrily licks into his mouth as he gently pulls Astarion flush against his chest, guiding him to rest his weight atop him as he reclines, shifting to raise a knee to press his leg against his partner's hip.
When they break for breath once more, Gale feels compelled to correct his earlier fumble, even as his breath comes shorter.]
You truly are beautiful, you know. It hardly seems a strong enough word. You put the very stars to shame.
[ He can take it slow. He hasn't had reason to take it slow, but he can. It's strange that he has to concentrate on it rather than fall into the flow he's so used to. How easy it is to feel the rhythm and start to fall into himself, into the corners of his mind he's carved out to escape a world where there are hands on him.
But no, not this time. This time...he wants to know.
Gods, there's a bit of nervousness in his veins that Astarion hadn't expected. This is what he wanted, isn't it? To have sex on his own terms with someone he's chosen, someone whose company he's come to enjoy outside of the bedroom. Gale is nothing to be afraid of other than the orb of immense power in his chest. But Gale's hands, Gale's lips...no, those are—
—...unknowns, but not threats. Not demanding or pulling. Not commanding. The way that Gale carts his fingers through his hair and doesn't take hold. Laughs against his lips.
Astarion doesn't realize he's closed is eyes until the other man speaks. He's glad, at least, that he can perform even when he's taking notice of things he hadn't considered before. Even small parts of him were already pulling back behind the veil, into that room where he can drown out sound and smell and touch.
Astarion swallows, masking it with an easy smile of his own. ]
I know, but it is nice to hear.
[ ...Isn't it?
Yes. He supposes people have told him something like that before. But it never really mattered because they never really mattered.
There's got to be a middle ground somewhere...to use his experience in giving pleasure in a way that suits them both and be present for it.
He's glad that Gale is taking some initiative in lounging back, if at least because it gives Astarion the moment to center himself that he didn't know he needed. He concentrates on the feel of Gale's lips, the light brush of facial hair against his own mouth and chin. How if he angles his head he can almost rub his nose in it if he wanted. A part of him does want to. ]
[ He'll keep kissing Gale like he means it, sucking on his tongue and rubbing his shoulder as their chests meet. Gale is warm beneath him, warm and alive. He concentrates on that, where each bit of their bodies connect and how that heat slowly transfer to himself. Astarion is generally the same temperature of his environment if he hasn't fed recently, but he absolutely adores being warm.
He pulls his hand away from Gale's hair to mirror the other as they run down his sides. It's slow and deliberate as he shifts his focus to that instead. To the fabric of his tunic, which way the grain goes, to the shape of the wizard underneath.
Astarion's eyes barely open when they part this time, long lashes almost tickling Gale's cheekbone. But then they snap open wider when Gale speaks. He's been called many things and "beautiful" is definitely one of them, but never like this. Never in comparison to something so...luminous. Never almost cherished.
He can feel the tips of his ears tingling. What is that?
Astarion almost scoffs at the audacity of it, but luckily comes out as a somewhat choked laugh. He pulls back a little, scanning Gale's face as if waiting to see the man drop a punch line. ]
Well now you're making fun of me. Rather rude and dangerous, considering how close I am to rather precarious parts of your anatomy.
[Gale has come so close to losing himself in the slow, steady rhythm of learning one another that there's a brief but very real mental delay as the kissing abruptly comes to a stop; his lips feel momentarily cheated as Astarion's absence is felt, and the wizard looks up at him with a furrowed brow, his hand having come to rest against the small of the rogue's back after tracing its way down the length of his spine.]
What?
[He's so startled by the accusation that he blurts out the first thing that comes to mind, only to correct himself a moment later as he gathers his wits, letting out a warm chuckle. They're still close enough that Astarion is sure to feel the heat of his breath, and he gives a gentle shake of his head.]
I may be rather reckless at times, but I'm not that foolhardy. Have you known me to say things I don't mean?
[Admittedly, there had been occasions where Gale may have omitted information, especially in the early days of their acquaintance, but that was something they had in common. Generally, the wizard said precisely what he meant, even if he often used far too many words to do so.]
[ An unnecessary correction, but a bit of banter does ground Astarion in ways he doesn't realize he so badly needs. It was how they began, after all, tossing quips and sarcastic backhands while on the road, although Gale chose not to rise to the occasion much at the start. How far they've come from that to the hours spent, instead, in companionable silence when they decide to read books a few feet away from one another while the rest of the camp mills about.
To where they are now. Where Gale is now, staring at him incredulously. His hand his still against Astarion's back, his lips still just a breath away if Astarion wanted them. And he does, he knows that. They're nice to kiss and Gale tastes...gods, he would hate to describe it as cozy, but there is something strangely warm and calming to his mouth, even with the hints of wine.
But Gale isn't so drunk that he can fool Astarion. It just seems like elf needs to point out his play. ]
My name?
[ He wouldn't put it past the man to have looked up bits of elvish just to one-up his companions. ]
[Gale huffs softly in response, a reflex when it comes to the banter they've cultivated during their travels. Early on, he hadn't known what to make of Astarion's barbs and often refused to rise to take the bait, but the more they got to know one another, the easier it was for the vampire to get under his skin, if the wizard let him— better, he had decided, to play the game himself.
Trading verbal blows had become playful over time, a language all its own, and it was hardly an accident that they had chosen to pitch their tents at the same corner of the camp. They understood one another; Gale enjoyed speaking with each and every one of their companions when he had the opportunity, but Astarion was the one he felt he could match wits with, sharp enough to keep him on his toes. As such, the rebuke glances off of him, though he does frown, bafflement haven given way to genuine worry, now.]
Have I said something wrong?
[He certainly hadn't thought there was any way his compliment could be taken poorly, but he studies Astarion's face for a moment. Did he really think—?
Gale exhales steadily, taking Astarion's chin in hand so that he can guide him into another kiss, this one no less heated than those that had preceded it, but it lacks the demand and insistence that Astarion was sure to have found in past lovers. It breaks, and the wizard meets his gaze, his own somber even as it has become heavy with lust.]
I am many things, I will concede, but inclined towards insincerity is not one of them. I hadn't meant to tease you— I hadn't even given the 'star' of your name much thought, I confess. More the fool I, perhaps.
[ It doesn't take long for the accusation to start to feel silly. Gale is a painfully sincere person, even when it's at his own detriment—often when it is, actually. What is the real likelihood that he would tease Astarion about something genuinely person? Astraion may go through the throat, but Gale has always skirted the line no matter how harsh Astarion deigns to be.
If anything, it makes more sense for Gale to have some some well-intended research on High-Elven naming conventions.
But the thought of Gale being sincere in flattery that feels so...flowery? So unsuited for a man whose known beauty is irrevocably tied with used only for a moment's pleasure? It doesn't make sense. And Astarion starts to realize that his reaction was so tied in that idea of himself. That he's something pretty, but dirty. So very different than the stars in the sky.
Astarion's lips hang open for a moment after the kiss. The gentle kiss.
Gods, he didn't think this through at all. And here he thought Gale would be the one who wasn't ready...
He swallows and tries to mask it all with a huff of a laugh. He shakes his head, letting his natural curls bob with the motion and gives Gale's hip a squeeze, trying to redirect his attention elsewhere. ]
The one time I almost give you credit for being too clever and you didn't even deserve it?
[ He clicks his tongue. This can all be a joke, right? ]
As a fervent collector of knowledge, I assumed you already knew what it meant.
[ Lies. He did not. Does not. But he can shift this to get the mood back. The fact that Gale seems genuinely concerned he upset Astarion is...another thing to unpack.
[Gale snorts at that response in amusement; for as disruptive as this interlude has had the potential to be, at least, he doesn't feel the mood is entirely lost. As long as they can still tease one another, he thinks they're in reasonably good shape, or so his three glasses of wine assure him.]
You owe me a great many back payments on that credit; I may claim this one, anyway.
[He's more than earned it, even if not tonight!
He continues to watch Astarion's face with interest, close as they are, and his smile pulls to one side, indulgent. There's something about Astarion's response that rings just a bit hollow to him; it's difficult to tell, at times, but Gale has begun to think there is a different sound to his voice when he's being honest, much like he's sure he sounds quite different when he's all bluster.]
I regret to inform you that my knowledge of elven is rather particular to certain topics. [The squeeze of his hip encourages him to smooth his hand down the length of Astarion's back, sliding over the curve of his rear. Even fully clothed, he finds that he just wants to keep touching him.] Care to educate me, then? I am always eager to learn something new, as you well know.
[ His ruse seems to have worked, that's all that matters. Astarion has always done better with improvisation than planning anyway, so it's fitting this should be no different. And the movement of Gale's hand confirms that he's successfully directed their exchange back on target.
Good. This is good. ]
A rare admission of inadequacy? My Gods, Gale...
[ He all but purrs, nuzzling at the other man's cheek before dragging his own along Gale's beard. The feel of that does put another little spark of interest in Astarion's belly as well. Maybe he'll keep doing that, just rubbing himself all over Gale like a cat trying to intermingle their scents until they can't be told apart.
His lips finally land near the wizard's ear, and he says in a low tone... ]
[Gale scoffs in protest, but it's difficult for him to take any true umbrage with Astarion these days, especially with his weight resting against him and the soft purr of his voice as he leans in closer. The drag of skin against his beard makes something hitch in his chest, causes a pleasant twist low in his belly, and he instinctively turns his head just enough to grant Astarion better access as he works his way towards his ear, long hair having fallen back to bare his neck.
The brush of lips against the cuff of his ear sends a thrill through him, but even then, he cannot anticipate what the low purr of Astarion's voice does to him— the words are mostly unfamiliar to him, smooth as silk and almost musical in nature, beautiful by their very design.
He eyelids lower as he exhales, trying to maintain some level of composure.]
And what does that mean?
[His breath is short, and he swallows hard, half-hard against Astarion's thigh.
He has the wizard's undivided attention, to say the least.]
[ Oh Gale is presenting himself in ways that are very, very enchanting to a vampire. Truly Astarion could bite anywhere he wanted, but there is a very real appeal to the neck. To be so close to that major artery and a healthy flow of blood... Astarion can smell it, too. But he focuses his attention elsewhere.
And Gale's reaction here is exactly what he is hoping for. He's definitely encountered his fair share of elf fetishes, and while he doesn't take Gale as one, he knows the effect that some well-placed elvish can have on a non-elven man. And given Gale's penchant for knowledge, well, a tease of the unknown is something a little extra, isn't it?
This, Astarion finds, is something he enjoys. He likes that Gale wants to know something about him. About Astarion, not the pretty thing in his lap. ]
I asked if you wanted to know my name.
[ He leaves out the "my dear wizard" part. That is just for him.
Astarion's hand travels from Gale's hip to sliding between the press of their bodies. Gale's is responding quickly. He wonders if it's him or the wine. ]
Astarion— [ He says his own name, slightly shifted with rounded vowels and a lighter consonant. ] "Prince of Sunlight".
[ He leaves out the diminutive association. That would betray his age. Or...well, what was his age.
Gale wanted to go slow and Astarion seems to forget that for a moment as he runs his hand along Gale's clothed length—then suddenly remembers and pulls it back. A tease. It's just a tease. ]
[Despite his own request that they move slowly, Gale finds himself arching against Astarion's touch, drawing in a sharp, shuddering breath— he had almost forgotten what it felt like, to have someone else touch him; even through his clothes, it already feels worlds more promising than pitifully taking himself in hand, when he had dared to.
No, he doesn't want to lose himself yet— he has to collect himself, remain in the present moment.
He swallows again, turning his head back towards Astarion to catch his lips in another kiss, unable to keep the hunger from showing through this time, the vampires lower lip gently catching between his teeth.]
How fitting, then, that the stars themselves cannot hope to compare.
[ That is an encouraging response. It makes Astarion feel a bit more in his element in the ways he expects to be—the one making the moves, showing Gale what pleasure is supposed to be without all the frills of magic.
Because Astarion can offer pleasure. He may not have always been on the receiving end of it, but he knows very well that practice has made him good at what he does. That in and of itself shouldn't be a bad thing. Something to be ashamed of. It shouldn't. And not something simply necessary for survival, either.
He's used to hearing sighs of satisfaction, but rarely do they actually make him proud to hear it. And in this moment, he does feel proud—Gale is feeling this way because of something he's doing, no matter how simple. Because he chooses to do it.
Right, right. He's here because he wants to be...because Gale wants him to be here. Astarion. Not just another body.
He readily returns the kiss, pressing his thigh forward to add some pressure to Gale's cock. His own gives a twitch of life as he breathes in the wizard's scent once again. It's a conscious choice to do so, not needing to breathe, but he wants to inhale and have it sit in his lungs for a few seconds. To savor it.
And then Gale speaks again and Astarion feels almost breathless— ]
You flatterer. You already have me.
[ —But this time his voice sounds lighter. It's—Gale says these things that are ridiculous. Flowery, as one might imagine a man who enjoys the spoken and written word as much as Gale does. But this time, Astarion fights down the urge to find a double-meaning or worse, realize how much he feels he doesn't deserve it, no matter his initial requests of flattery.
Astarion does deserve this...he deserves nice things. He knows his beautiful. But he deserves to feel beautiful too, doesn't he? Even if it's just through Gale's eyes.
Astarion kisses the wizard again, all teeth and tongue as he runs his thumb down Gale's jaw. From there he trails down once again, stroking at his throat. That delectable throat. ]
[The wizard makes a sound of appreciation at the back of his throat, fingers lightly trailing along the blade of Astarion's ear in a gesture that threatens to be more affectionate than a mere tease.]
I didn't say it to try and win your favor.
[That raw edge of wanting to his voice is more apparent than before, bordering on breathless himself. The press of Astarion's thigh against his hardening length makes it impossible to remain still, that added bit of friction causing the wizard to roll his hips upward and grind against the rogue's leg in a bid for more. Gale's body is quick to betray him; slow may no longer be an option as each touch and shift and kiss pull desire closer to the surface, simmering just beneath the skin, and a soft groan escapes him, disappearing into Astarion's mouth as Gale meets that deep, hungry kiss with fervor, eager for that clash of tongue and teeth and to taste.
It's not only his body that betrays him. As Astarion's thumb draws along the length of his throat, Gale feels his pulse quicken, mind racing with the possibilities and implications, but as his heart speeds, the mark above it begins to glow, an eager and hungry pulse of weavelight beneath his shirt, that arcane glow slowly beginning to light the darkened veins that snake their way up his neck. Gale appears undeterred, entirely focused on the promise of more touch, of how Astarion has begun to bait him.]
I do want more of you. I want whatever you're willing to give.
[His words are murmured against Astarion's lips once more, unwilling to give them up now that they've begun, caught up in the heady feeling of being kiss-drunk after far, far too long without any kind of mortal affection. His distant memories of what it meant to surrender to mortal touch felt like mere echoes now, but instinct remains— he may have forgotten how it felt, but he hasn't forgotten what to do.]
[ The fingers along his ear make him shudder despite himself. His ears are sensitive, that seems to be just biological and hasn't changed at all with his vampiric transformation.
Astarion playfully nips at Gale's lips, preferring this mood to the shadows he nearly fell back into. He even let's his fang "accidentally" make an appearance as his thumb presses gently against the hollow of Gale's throat. Just as a reminder of what he's so very close to. Someone who could eat him alive if they wanted.
Yes, be in control. Astarion is in control of this.
"Whatever you're willing to give..."
What he's willing. Not what Gale is demanding—because he isn't demanding, he's asking. He's hoping. It's...freeing. ]
I could give you my mouth.
[ Astarion offers in turn, his voice a near whisper as he reminds Gale of what his lips can do. He steals another kiss, long and wet and heavy, until Gale's need for air dictates its end.
And he could leave it there. Make this simple, go down on the other man and remind him of the true physicality of sex. But Astarion...wants to push it. It's been months for himself too, and it's something he did so easily before, but never on his own terms. So he doesn't wait too long for the offer to settle, instead rolling his hips and consequently his rear back into Gale's hand. ]
Or I could give you my ass.
[ He drags his thumb lower to the wizard's collarbone. ]
[The offer itself immediately conjures ideas of what it might feel like to be wrapped in the silken heat of Astarion's mouth, to see himself disappear behind those lips, and the flash of fang is not in vain— while it has become easy enough to think of Astarion as simply Astarion rather than a vampire, the truth of what he is has never been lost on him. He's never forgotten that his friend has the potential to be quite dangerous, something he's proven time and time again right before his eyes.
It says a lot about him, he's sure, that he finds that more exciting than any kind of deterrent. Something to unpack at a later time, perhaps, but he knows it's not the first time he's noticed such inclinations in himself.
Astarion barely gives him time to think, time for the offer itself to sink in before he makes another, the suggestion roll of his hips and press of his ass into Gale's palm making his heart leap and lodge itself firmly in his throat.
Oh.
He hadn't even considered that possibility. He had assumed, apparently incorrectly, that with Astarion being the one to spearhead this endeavor and certainly more experienced in this particular area, that he himself would be on the receiving end, a role he has played before without complaint even if it has been years since. The barely-muted sound of interest he makes as Astarion's thumb traces his collarbone is bordering on obscene, he thinks, and he swallows it down and turns his face into his partner's cheek, nose pressing against him so that his lips brush against the vampire's jaw as he speaks.]
Both very, very tempting offers.
[Let that not be mistaken— he can already feel himself aching for more touch, more contact. His nerves are already so raw that he fears this could be over before it even truly begins if he's not careful, and so he moves his lips to Astarion's own earlobe, gently nipping as his well-manicured beard drags against his skin.]
Both to be taken under very real and serious consideration, but I wonder if I might taste you first.
[Astarion may have thought they he was doing Gale a favor with this potentially ill-advised night, but the wizard could never allow any such encounter to be one-sided.]
[ They should be tempting, he thinks. Services Astarion has performed and perfected over time. There is a skill to reading people both in intentions and their bodies and he has tried and true methods of bringing others to completion efficiently—...which is something else to consider. He does want this to last, he isn't trying to find the quickest path to satisfaction. It's about the journey.
For once...it's about the journey.
Astarion isn't entirely sure which Gale would prefer, though he actually thinks it might be the former given his own proclivity for words. Having an instrument that's usually meant to wax poetic otherwise occupied might give him a different kind of thrill.
But he isn't expecting what Gale requests in turn.
Crimson eyes widen as he stares forward into the pillow lightly framed by Gale's hair. Though the wizard manages to elicit another shudder with the attention on his ear—he's catching on quickly, it seems—Astarion does have to pull back so he can see the sincerity in Gale's expression. ]
[His smile quirks slightly to one side, but Astarion will find nothing but that sought-out sincerity in his gaze. The wizard pulls a hand forward over his partner's hip, tracing the slight curve of it towards his thigh, his touch searching but gentle, seeking to reach out and touch more of him without simply taking.]
It may surprise you, but I'm not entirely new at this— admittedly, it's been some time.
[ Gale asks as if it's such a simple little thing. And it should be, shouldn't it? For all of Astarion's experience and bravado about it, this should just be another nod and a coy "oh darling, I thought you'd never ask." But it isn't, because he didn't think Gale would ask and no one really does. Astarion is supposed to be the source of pleasure. What pleasure would someone else get if they were just concentrating on him?
The wheels start to turn more quickly in his mind as he realizes how ingrained that assumption is. He doesn't want to unpack it. And Gale gives him an incidental out—as if Astarion's confusion weren't related to how he views himself and what he's good for and instead on Gale's perceived skill level.
It's an out Astarion grabs onto readily. He forces out a somewhat choked laugh and quickly puts on a more appropriate expression. ]
Well, I suppose I'm open to be surprised.
[ A very appropriate statement.
Needing to feel in control again, Astarion leans down to capture Gale's lips in a kiss as he takes hold of the other man's hips...and flips them over, with Astarion's back on the pillows instead. He knows what positions are easier to work from, after all. When he breaks the kiss, it's slow and audible. He smiles up at the wizard. ]
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It mattered. They were not going to wake the next day and part ways. When it was over, they would still be friends, or so he hoped. How he handles this— it matters.
Of course, there's little time for him to articulate any of that, and even if he had, he's not certain Astarion would have cared to hear it— the pale elf is too busy dropping down to occupy his lap, and almost without realizing, Gale finds his own arm encircling Astarion's waist to hold him steady, fingers curling into the linen of his shirt just above his hip, his other hand coming to rest against his thigh, leather smooth and supple beneath his fingertips.
Gods above, what a question. He exhales, letting out a short peal of laughter at the same time, his smile pulling to one side as he meets the vampire's gaze.]
Are those things so different? Would that not be an adequate form of appreciation by your standards?
[What in the hells is he wearing that makes him smell so good up close? It's almost dizzying. Gale's expression shifts to something a touch more somber; for all Astarion's teasing, the wizard still wishes to treat this encounter with care, with gravity.]
I do— want to. As for ravishing, that sounds a bit rushed compared to what I have in mind.
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Actually having friends being the first criteria, which is something he couldn't say he had many of a year prior. He and his siblings were all forced on one another and, with the exception of Dalyria, Astarion can't say he's fond of any of them. Amused at times, but he doesn't trust them. Would gladly put himself before them all. And all his forays into the bedroom? They were a means to an end. He was a means to an end.
This is new in ways he hasn't considered simply because it's never been a possibility.
What Astarion is expects is to blow Gale's mind and then flaunt it in the days that follow, because watching Gale squirm is always fun. And to enjoy the fact that he can choose with who and when and where he goes to bed. ]
I didn't take you for an exhibitionist, but I'm ready to be surprised.
[ (Is he, though? Famous last words.)
Gale accepts him so readily, Astarion will give him credit for that. So Astarion lazily drapes his arms around the wizards shoulders, canting his head to the side as he regards the man with a look he's perfected—a light interest in the conversation, but a heavy interest in the way his partner's lips move when they speak. A light curl of his own lips, but with rapt attention in his eyes. His gaze flickers back from Gale's lips to capture those brown eyes in turn. ]
Oh? And what is it that you had in mind, my dear wizard?
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'My dear wizard.' Only said in passing, he's sure; he's well-acquainted with the way Astarion speaks, but it still stokes the embers of something within him, makes him feel seen.]
As with all things, I prefer to be most thorough.
[It's not the answer Astarion is looking for, he's sure, but what he has in mine can't be adequately articulated, only shown. He lifts his hand from Astarion's thigh to carefully catch the side of his face, thumb tracing downward along the sharp line of his jaw before he draws him in closer, tipping his own chin upwards to meet him with a kiss.
There is a barely-restrained hunger behind it, but it's neither greedy nor demanding— instead, it is slow and deliberate, the wizard's lips parting gently beneath Astarion's own in wordless invitation, the fingers curled into his shirt at his waist relaxing slightly. He cannot remember the last time he had done something so simple as kiss someone, especially here in the mortal realm; Astarion's lips are cool against his own, but that doesn't stop a sudden surge of heat from surging through his chest.]
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But it is slow and deliberate and Astarion is so very used to following the lead, no matter how much bravado he has in these scenarios. Because times like this have historically not been about his wants—they were about whatever would get his mark in his bed and, therefore, to his master.
So his response is almost automatic, parting his own lips and slipping his tongue out to meet Gale's. He cants his head to the side, sliding their mouths more fully against one another. The wizard is warm and not just because he's alive, but there's an inherent scent of magic about him that Astarion can't fully explain. His partners have had a variety of aptitudes for it, but none had been so powerful. It's almost electric, if such a thing could be subtle at the same time. Or maybe there's another reason the kiss makes him feel a little tingly...
Astarion doesn't waste a moment to pull himself closer, tightening the loop he has around Gale's neck, to run his hand down the other man's back. The old velvet of his top is soft and inviting in and of itself, something Astarion wouldn't mind feeling against his naked skin if that's what Gale prefers.
But his hand only hovers over that finely-woven belt before he starts to tug at it. ]
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The tugging at the belt over his tunic is to be expected, he supposes; what comes next has already been agreed upon, a forgone conclusion, but he lets go of Astarion's waist to lay his hand over the vampire's wrist, encouraging him to slow his progress. He breaks their kiss to speak without pulling back, the space between them near non-existent— something he finds he welcomes even more than he had expected, having gone so long without the press of another body against his own.]
Need we be in such a hurry?
[There's a teasing lilt at the end of that question, though he's gained a husky edge to his voice as Astarion's efforts have already coaxed his body into awakening. Those glasses of wine continue to make him brave; he eases his fingers out of Astarion's hair and lightly traces the curve of his neck, his touch carefully trailing downwards towards where his chest is exposed.]
If we're only going to do this once, we ought to take our time and enjoy it.
[Make certain it's worth whatever discomfort it may cause them in the coming days, for one. For another, Gale doesn't want his first time after more than a year of forced celibacy to be a frantic, chaotic tumble, something easily forgotten. They should ensure it's something worth remembering, for the both of them.]
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His expression turns thoughtful for a moment. It is...a bit of instinct that drives him forward, isn't it? Or maybe less instinct and more practice. Repetition. Habit. The quicker he can bring them to his bed, the quicker they get undressed, typically the quicker the whole ordeal would be over and Astarion could then try to forget the whole thing in order to ready himself to do it all over again. He's had a revolving door of "lovers" and most he couldn't name.
But that isn't the point of this is it? He isn't that man anymore. He doesn't need to be.
This is for him, even if it's also for Gale. They aren't on his master's time. It's theirs.
Astarion moves away from his deeper thoughts to regain some of the mood, sliding easily into a confident smile as he moves his hand back up Gale's back instead. ]
I do enjoy unwrapping my gifts.
[ He huffs, deciding he rather likes the way the wizard's voice has taken on a darker, warmer tone. ]
But very well. I do know how to be patient...
[ That doesn't mean he plans on making it easy for Gale, though. Astarion leans back in, tilting is head to the side just a bit to expose more of his neck before taking Gale's lips slowly. He works them, little kiss by kiss, building the tension and intensity with each go. The arm around Gale's shoulder slips away so that he, too, can rub a thumb along the line of Gale's neck, to press down lightly and feel that tantalizing heartbeat.
He does still wonder what the wizard would taste like...
That same hand travels up along the other man's jawline, following the angles and stroking his beard inch by inch. ]
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I'm certain it comes as no surprise to you, but you are very good at that.
[If Astarion wants flattery and praise, Gale is more than happy to give him some; he cups a hand against the side of the vampire's face, encouraging Astarion to delve deeper, the kiss itself languid and inviting. He lets his touch skim over the other man's exposed chest, moving lower to feel the deceptive heat of him beneath his shirt— he thinks that in this moment, if he hadn't already known Astarion's true nature, it would have been impossible to tell.
He can feel anticipation building already, the embers of arousal stoked quickly despite intoxication. It's almost enough to make him want to push further faster, but he can't help but be concerned about the practical drawbacks of having been without for so long. Better, then, to do what he does best in these situations.
He begins to ease back onto the pillows he'd been attempting to recline on earlier, drawing Astarion along with him. The vampire remaining in his lap is sure to make certain developments apparent at any given moment, but there's no room to be embarrassed about such things here. Gale hungrily licks into his mouth as he gently pulls Astarion flush against his chest, guiding him to rest his weight atop him as he reclines, shifting to raise a knee to press his leg against his partner's hip.
When they break for breath once more, Gale feels compelled to correct his earlier fumble, even as his breath comes shorter.]
You truly are beautiful, you know. It hardly seems a strong enough word. You put the very stars to shame.
1/2 yeah we're two-parting it
But no, not this time. This time...he wants to know.
Gods, there's a bit of nervousness in his veins that Astarion hadn't expected. This is what he wanted, isn't it? To have sex on his own terms with someone he's chosen, someone whose company he's come to enjoy outside of the bedroom. Gale is nothing to be afraid of other than the orb of immense power in his chest. But Gale's hands, Gale's lips...no, those are—
—...unknowns, but not threats. Not demanding or pulling. Not commanding. The way that Gale carts his fingers through his hair and doesn't take hold. Laughs against his lips.
Astarion doesn't realize he's closed is eyes until the other man speaks. He's glad, at least, that he can perform even when he's taking notice of things he hadn't considered before. Even small parts of him were already pulling back behind the veil, into that room where he can drown out sound and smell and touch.
Astarion swallows, masking it with an easy smile of his own. ]
I know, but it is nice to hear.
[ ...Isn't it?
Yes. He supposes people have told him something like that before. But it never really mattered because they never really mattered.
There's got to be a middle ground somewhere...to use his experience in giving pleasure in a way that suits them both and be present for it.
He's glad that Gale is taking some initiative in lounging back, if at least because it gives Astarion the moment to center himself that he didn't know he needed. He concentrates on the feel of Gale's lips, the light brush of facial hair against his own mouth and chin. How if he angles his head he can almost rub his nose in it if he wanted. A part of him does want to. ]
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He pulls his hand away from Gale's hair to mirror the other as they run down his sides. It's slow and deliberate as he shifts his focus to that instead. To the fabric of his tunic, which way the grain goes, to the shape of the wizard underneath.
Astarion's eyes barely open when they part this time, long lashes almost tickling Gale's cheekbone. But then they snap open wider when Gale speaks. He's been called many things and "beautiful" is definitely one of them, but never like this. Never in comparison to something so...luminous. Never almost cherished.
He can feel the tips of his ears tingling. What is that?
Astarion almost scoffs at the audacity of it, but luckily comes out as a somewhat choked laugh. He pulls back a little, scanning Gale's face as if waiting to see the man drop a punch line. ]
Well now you're making fun of me. Rather rude and dangerous, considering how close I am to rather precarious parts of your anatomy.
[ It's—it's just a play on his name, isn't it? ]
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What?
[He's so startled by the accusation that he blurts out the first thing that comes to mind, only to correct himself a moment later as he gathers his wits, letting out a warm chuckle. They're still close enough that Astarion is sure to feel the heat of his breath, and he gives a gentle shake of his head.]
I may be rather reckless at times, but I'm not that foolhardy. Have you known me to say things I don't mean?
[Admittedly, there had been occasions where Gale may have omitted information, especially in the early days of their acquaintance, but that was something they had in common. Generally, the wizard said precisely what he meant, even if he often used far too many words to do so.]
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[ An unnecessary correction, but a bit of banter does ground Astarion in ways he doesn't realize he so badly needs. It was how they began, after all, tossing quips and sarcastic backhands while on the road, although Gale chose not to rise to the occasion much at the start. How far they've come from that to the hours spent, instead, in companionable silence when they decide to read books a few feet away from one another while the rest of the camp mills about.
To where they are now. Where Gale is now, staring at him incredulously. His hand his still against Astarion's back, his lips still just a breath away if Astarion wanted them. And he does, he knows that. They're nice to kiss and Gale tastes...gods, he would hate to describe it as cozy, but there is something strangely warm and calming to his mouth, even with the hints of wine.
But Gale isn't so drunk that he can fool Astarion. It just seems like elf needs to point out his play. ]
My name?
[ He wouldn't put it past the man to have looked up bits of elvish just to one-up his companions. ]
That's what you're doing, isn't it?
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Trading verbal blows had become playful over time, a language all its own, and it was hardly an accident that they had chosen to pitch their tents at the same corner of the camp. They understood one another; Gale enjoyed speaking with each and every one of their companions when he had the opportunity, but Astarion was the one he felt he could match wits with, sharp enough to keep him on his toes. As such, the rebuke glances off of him, though he does frown, bafflement haven given way to genuine worry, now.]
Have I said something wrong?
[He certainly hadn't thought there was any way his compliment could be taken poorly, but he studies Astarion's face for a moment. Did he really think—?
Gale exhales steadily, taking Astarion's chin in hand so that he can guide him into another kiss, this one no less heated than those that had preceded it, but it lacks the demand and insistence that Astarion was sure to have found in past lovers. It breaks, and the wizard meets his gaze, his own somber even as it has become heavy with lust.]
I am many things, I will concede, but inclined towards insincerity is not one of them. I hadn't meant to tease you— I hadn't even given the 'star' of your name much thought, I confess. More the fool I, perhaps.
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If anything, it makes more sense for Gale to have some some well-intended research on High-Elven naming conventions.
But the thought of Gale being sincere in flattery that feels so...flowery? So unsuited for a man whose known beauty is irrevocably tied with used only for a moment's pleasure? It doesn't make sense. And Astarion starts to realize that his reaction was so tied in that idea of himself. That he's something pretty, but dirty. So very different than the stars in the sky.
Astarion's lips hang open for a moment after the kiss. The gentle kiss.
Gods, he didn't think this through at all. And here he thought Gale would be the one who wasn't ready...
He swallows and tries to mask it all with a huff of a laugh. He shakes his head, letting his natural curls bob with the motion and gives Gale's hip a squeeze, trying to redirect his attention elsewhere. ]
The one time I almost give you credit for being too clever and you didn't even deserve it?
[ He clicks his tongue. This can all be a joke, right? ]
As a fervent collector of knowledge, I assumed you already knew what it meant.
[ Lies. He did not. Does not. But he can shift this to get the mood back. The fact that Gale seems genuinely concerned he upset Astarion is...another thing to unpack.
Just get the mood back. Be in the moment.
This shouldn't be that complicated, he thinks. ]
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You owe me a great many back payments on that credit; I may claim this one, anyway.
[He's more than earned it, even if not tonight!
He continues to watch Astarion's face with interest, close as they are, and his smile pulls to one side, indulgent. There's something about Astarion's response that rings just a bit hollow to him; it's difficult to tell, at times, but Gale has begun to think there is a different sound to his voice when he's being honest, much like he's sure he sounds quite different when he's all bluster.]
I regret to inform you that my knowledge of elven is rather particular to certain topics. [The squeeze of his hip encourages him to smooth his hand down the length of Astarion's back, sliding over the curve of his rear. Even fully clothed, he finds that he just wants to keep touching him.] Care to educate me, then? I am always eager to learn something new, as you well know.
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Good. This is good. ]
A rare admission of inadequacy? My Gods, Gale...
[ He all but purrs, nuzzling at the other man's cheek before dragging his own along Gale's beard. The feel of that does put another little spark of interest in Astarion's belly as well. Maybe he'll keep doing that, just rubbing himself all over Gale like a cat trying to intermingle their scents until they can't be told apart.
His lips finally land near the wizard's ear, and he says in a low tone... ]
Ceri-cin anír na know nin est, nin meld curunir?
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The brush of lips against the cuff of his ear sends a thrill through him, but even then, he cannot anticipate what the low purr of Astarion's voice does to him— the words are mostly unfamiliar to him, smooth as silk and almost musical in nature, beautiful by their very design.
He eyelids lower as he exhales, trying to maintain some level of composure.]
And what does that mean?
[His breath is short, and he swallows hard, half-hard against Astarion's thigh.
He has the wizard's undivided attention, to say the least.]
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And Gale's reaction here is exactly what he is hoping for. He's definitely encountered his fair share of elf fetishes, and while he doesn't take Gale as one, he knows the effect that some well-placed elvish can have on a non-elven man. And given Gale's penchant for knowledge, well, a tease of the unknown is something a little extra, isn't it?
This, Astarion finds, is something he enjoys. He likes that Gale wants to know something about him. About Astarion, not the pretty thing in his lap. ]
I asked if you wanted to know my name.
[ He leaves out the "my dear wizard" part. That is just for him.
Astarion's hand travels from Gale's hip to sliding between the press of their bodies. Gale's is responding quickly. He wonders if it's him or the wine. ]
Astarion— [ He says his own name, slightly shifted with rounded vowels and a lighter consonant. ] "Prince of Sunlight".
[ He leaves out the diminutive association. That would betray his age. Or...well, what was his age.
Gale wanted to go slow and Astarion seems to forget that for a moment as he runs his hand along Gale's clothed length—then suddenly remembers and pulls it back. A tease. It's just a tease. ]
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No, he doesn't want to lose himself yet— he has to collect himself, remain in the present moment.
He swallows again, turning his head back towards Astarion to catch his lips in another kiss, unable to keep the hunger from showing through this time, the vampires lower lip gently catching between his teeth.]
How fitting, then, that the stars themselves cannot hope to compare.
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Because Astarion can offer pleasure. He may not have always been on the receiving end of it, but he knows very well that practice has made him good at what he does. That in and of itself shouldn't be a bad thing. Something to be ashamed of. It shouldn't. And not something simply necessary for survival, either.
He's used to hearing sighs of satisfaction, but rarely do they actually make him proud to hear it. And in this moment, he does feel proud—Gale is feeling this way because of something he's doing, no matter how simple. Because he chooses to do it.
Right, right. He's here because he wants to be...because Gale wants him to be here. Astarion. Not just another body.
He readily returns the kiss, pressing his thigh forward to add some pressure to Gale's cock. His own gives a twitch of life as he breathes in the wizard's scent once again. It's a conscious choice to do so, not needing to breathe, but he wants to inhale and have it sit in his lungs for a few seconds. To savor it.
And then Gale speaks again and Astarion feels almost breathless— ]
You flatterer. You already have me.
[ —But this time his voice sounds lighter. It's—Gale says these things that are ridiculous. Flowery, as one might imagine a man who enjoys the spoken and written word as much as Gale does. But this time, Astarion fights down the urge to find a double-meaning or worse, realize how much he feels he doesn't deserve it, no matter his initial requests of flattery.
Astarion does deserve this...he deserves nice things. He knows his beautiful. But he deserves to feel beautiful too, doesn't he? Even if it's just through Gale's eyes.
Astarion kisses the wizard again, all teeth and tongue as he runs his thumb down Gale's jaw. From there he trails down once again, stroking at his throat. That delectable throat. ]
But you could have more of me...
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I didn't say it to try and win your favor.
[That raw edge of wanting to his voice is more apparent than before, bordering on breathless himself. The press of Astarion's thigh against his hardening length makes it impossible to remain still, that added bit of friction causing the wizard to roll his hips upward and grind against the rogue's leg in a bid for more. Gale's body is quick to betray him; slow may no longer be an option as each touch and shift and kiss pull desire closer to the surface, simmering just beneath the skin, and a soft groan escapes him, disappearing into Astarion's mouth as Gale meets that deep, hungry kiss with fervor, eager for that clash of tongue and teeth and to taste.
It's not only his body that betrays him. As Astarion's thumb draws along the length of his throat, Gale feels his pulse quicken, mind racing with the possibilities and implications, but as his heart speeds, the mark above it begins to glow, an eager and hungry pulse of weavelight beneath his shirt, that arcane glow slowly beginning to light the darkened veins that snake their way up his neck. Gale appears undeterred, entirely focused on the promise of more touch, of how Astarion has begun to bait him.]
I do want more of you. I want whatever you're willing to give.
[His words are murmured against Astarion's lips once more, unwilling to give them up now that they've begun, caught up in the heady feeling of being kiss-drunk after far, far too long without any kind of mortal affection. His distant memories of what it meant to surrender to mortal touch felt like mere echoes now, but instinct remains— he may have forgotten how it felt, but he hasn't forgotten what to do.]
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Astarion playfully nips at Gale's lips, preferring this mood to the shadows he nearly fell back into. He even let's his fang "accidentally" make an appearance as his thumb presses gently against the hollow of Gale's throat. Just as a reminder of what he's so very close to. Someone who could eat him alive if they wanted.
Yes, be in control. Astarion is in control of this.
"Whatever you're willing to give..."
What he's willing. Not what Gale is demanding—because he isn't demanding, he's asking. He's hoping. It's...freeing. ]
I could give you my mouth.
[ Astarion offers in turn, his voice a near whisper as he reminds Gale of what his lips can do. He steals another kiss, long and wet and heavy, until Gale's need for air dictates its end.
And he could leave it there. Make this simple, go down on the other man and remind him of the true physicality of sex. But Astarion...wants to push it. It's been months for himself too, and it's something he did so easily before, but never on his own terms. So he doesn't wait too long for the offer to settle, instead rolling his hips and consequently his rear back into Gale's hand. ]
Or I could give you my ass.
[ He drags his thumb lower to the wizard's collarbone. ]
What do you think you can handle?
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It says a lot about him, he's sure, that he finds that more exciting than any kind of deterrent. Something to unpack at a later time, perhaps, but he knows it's not the first time he's noticed such inclinations in himself.
Astarion barely gives him time to think, time for the offer itself to sink in before he makes another, the suggestion roll of his hips and press of his ass into Gale's palm making his heart leap and lodge itself firmly in his throat.
Oh.
He hadn't even considered that possibility. He had assumed, apparently incorrectly, that with Astarion being the one to spearhead this endeavor and certainly more experienced in this particular area, that he himself would be on the receiving end, a role he has played before without complaint even if it has been years since. The barely-muted sound of interest he makes as Astarion's thumb traces his collarbone is bordering on obscene, he thinks, and he swallows it down and turns his face into his partner's cheek, nose pressing against him so that his lips brush against the vampire's jaw as he speaks.]
Both very, very tempting offers.
[Let that not be mistaken— he can already feel himself aching for more touch, more contact. His nerves are already so raw that he fears this could be over before it even truly begins if he's not careful, and so he moves his lips to Astarion's own earlobe, gently nipping as his well-manicured beard drags against his skin.]
Both to be taken under very real and serious consideration, but I wonder if I might taste you first.
[Astarion may have thought they he was doing Gale a favor with this potentially ill-advised night, but the wizard could never allow any such encounter to be one-sided.]
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For once...it's about the journey.
Astarion isn't entirely sure which Gale would prefer, though he actually thinks it might be the former given his own proclivity for words. Having an instrument that's usually meant to wax poetic otherwise occupied might give him a different kind of thrill.
But he isn't expecting what Gale requests in turn.
Crimson eyes widen as he stares forward into the pillow lightly framed by Gale's hair. Though the wizard manages to elicit another shudder with the attention on his ear—he's catching on quickly, it seems—Astarion does have to pull back so he can see the sincerity in Gale's expression. ]
You...want to go down on me?
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[His smile quirks slightly to one side, but Astarion will find nothing but that sought-out sincerity in his gaze. The wizard pulls a hand forward over his partner's hip, tracing the slight curve of it towards his thigh, his touch searching but gentle, seeking to reach out and touch more of him without simply taking.]
It may surprise you, but I'm not entirely new at this— admittedly, it's been some time.
[Still, some things you never forget.]
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The wheels start to turn more quickly in his mind as he realizes how ingrained that assumption is. He doesn't want to unpack it. And Gale gives him an incidental out—as if Astarion's confusion weren't related to how he views himself and what he's good for and instead on Gale's perceived skill level.
It's an out Astarion grabs onto readily. He forces out a somewhat choked laugh and quickly puts on a more appropriate expression. ]
Well, I suppose I'm open to be surprised.
[ A very appropriate statement.
Needing to feel in control again, Astarion leans down to capture Gale's lips in a kiss as he takes hold of the other man's hips...and flips them over, with Astarion's back on the pillows instead. He knows what positions are easier to work from, after all. When he breaks the kiss, it's slow and audible. He smiles up at the wizard. ]
Then surprise me.
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